Sunday, July 31, 2005

him him him

im so sad.. hes so cute bah.. y?

Friday, July 29, 2005

sigh....... bad bad

sigh,... so sad.. last few days online everyday.. no study.. no exercise.. eat a lot.. haih~ got squash competition mah... ost all my games.. haha.. oopppss~! hahaha.. was kinda fun anyway, made new frens frm ijc, sfi guys very stuck up.. dowan tok to me.. haha.. tho sum of them noes me... hehe,, but sad thing was lks lost.. he lost~! oh well, he got 4th in the state.. i think its very good d.. he so gaya when he play.. haih~ haha.. lucky enuf he my fren.. never tok to me only.. haha.. i sempat wish him good luck b4 his game, he heard.. can d.. hehe.. dunno lah.. i like him kua? hehe.. dunno ah.. hehe.. dunno when nex time can c him.. at maksak? hhm.. after this no more squash practice d.. and the good news is hes going sabah~! yay..~! he's so lucky.. hehe.. newayz, yesterday had hari koku in school.. i marched for renjers.. we got 3rd but they never announce.. haih~ pbsm got 4th, kadet polis got 1st, st john got 2nd.. girl's brigade.. or my sis will pronounce as girl's bridge.. haha.. got 5th.. woohoo~! we beat them~! hahahahahahhahahaha..~! newayz, so sad coz today never get to go century see finals.. haih~ hopefully mgss will win~! no~! mgss MUST and SURELY win~! yay~! sfi also kua.. haha.. miss lks.. wow.. haha.. muax muax

Sunday, July 24, 2005

now im happy?

im here.. again.. sunday.. went tuition .. fun tho.. haha.. the guys.. seng chuan.. tok damn drity.. haha.. he said.. its SEX EDUCATION.. hahaa.. anyway, after tat came home d rush for squash.. i was late coz got utition mah.. then lks gave some reaction.. but he is cute anyway.. haha.. hope he wont b there hwen i play nex day.. malu karang.. or maybe he go better.. giv me support? haha... anywayz.. me ate a lo bah for lunch.. haha.. sienz lah.. have to do hw after this.. yea.. i semangat a bit d.. mr chin always giv me semangat.. hehee.. so, guess i gotta play a game now and after this i wanna do hw d.. kekeke... bye.. happynyeR aku.. duno y.. hehehe

Saturday, July 23, 2005

so after long long time then i chat to damian.. sigh..

before this conversation got a few more words we said.. but i close d wondow d.. haha.. too bad.. WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: fine WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: u miss me o not? BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: miss u BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: haha BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: long time no see got lah WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: hahah BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: heard last week u saw my sis huh WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: got miss me o not? BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: heard last week u saw my sis huh BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: er.. i dunno how to answer WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: ya WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: i saw ur sis WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: i miss u u noe WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: wy i dint c u at 5 BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: no more koku d mah BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: u wan c me izzit BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: haha WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: ya lar WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: i miss u wat WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: u noe who is esperanza? BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: yes BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: y BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: there.. she and me in the pic WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: she quite pretty heh? BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: yes BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: terpikat izzit BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: haha WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: ar WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: tats dw one BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: yes lah.. haha WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: ur fren ar BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: nex day hari koku i take more pics of her lor BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: let u c BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: ee BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: yeap.. BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: good fren WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: i terpikat wit her durin chess competitiom BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: wow BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: then u got tok to her WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: try but. WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: no efforts have been done WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: she noe me WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: we almost talk tat day WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: but her fren FONG WAN came BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: ish BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: FONG WAN BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: haha BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: u got tok to her wan ah WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: try but tak jadi WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: she have da decent look BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: wat abt fong wan BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: haha WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: she ar WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: ok lor BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: ok BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: hahahahahahaha WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: a very very good gal WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: but. WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: not interested BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: damian tay...... BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: fong wan.. BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: i dun likeher at all BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: hahahaha BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: dun tell her k WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: wat u mean by WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: damian tay WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: fong wan WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: wy u dun lik her WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: h me 2 get esperanzA CAN O NOT WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: WAT IS HER EMEL BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: er.. BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: dun tell her i giv u k BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: later she kill me BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: perngmingai@hotmail.com WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: thanks WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: hahahah BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: dun tell her k BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: haha' BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: if she kill me.. i haunt u every nite WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: hahah WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: i wont say ur name BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: so u still got rengga tuition eh.. i didnt noe tat BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: but i say eileen suah BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: wei BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: suah BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: suah BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: dowan the suah BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: say another name.. dowan eileen also WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: dun care BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: u veyr teruk BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: nex time dowan help u d WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: sorry lar BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: nvm lah BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: normally after school u terus balik eh WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: ya WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: may be WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: wy? BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: no lar.. BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: tuesday till friday i got squash competition at century BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: tehn can curi curi go mahkota mah.. BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: tot after school u got go mahkota wan.. bt nvm lah BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: i got exam lar BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: i also.. WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: i noe u got squash BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: eh.. how u noe WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: my fren s wat tell me WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: ming han BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: ming han BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: i dunno who BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: mayb he saying abt my sis lah.. not me BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: haha WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: hahah WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: pretty woman WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: walkin down da street WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: wah WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: blog some more WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: can die lar WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: i read until tidur BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: wats tat WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: i gtg WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: bye BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: oo.. BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: ok BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: bye WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: miss u WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: love u BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: take care BENDDJE.. segala rintangan akan kuhadapi, aku dapat melakukannya, aku percaya pada diriku sendiri.. http://esuah.blogspot.com says: study hard WhEn U ArE FiGHting WiTh A TiGeR,ThErE Is No EsCaPe,U HaVe 2 FiGhT ThEM oF... says: ya

angry angry angry...

im so angry with myself lah.. i dunno y.. this morning got squash lor.. then got the draws.. me playin with caryn khaw frm ijc.. then team event playin with ijc first team.. can die~! then sir ask to play match lor.. i play with nadzatull.. i LOST~! bloody hell.. why lah~! im so angry with myseelf~! anyway, scompetition coming up..i need to hav faith in myself.. so, good luck to me.. i can do it~! i think..~! I CAN DO IT~! oh btw, lks is sooo cute.. kekekeke..

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monday (11/7) Back to another new week. Got new duty today.. 5k1 and 5k2~! gawd~! well, i ended up jaga-ing 5k3 as well. oh well, assembly today as usal, ntg much.. come back by bus, ate a lot, pack bag, mandi, tuition.. after tuition, jog.. then did seni finish.. tak sempat study coz did my 2 weeks seni homework.. hehe tuesday (12/7) haih~ tired lah~! had ot stayback in school to help do pandu puteri test- with the ones who didnt pass tanda tanda mengesan and larian pengakap. i conducted the larian pengakap witth only one person taking the ujian- natasha ernie. had to do together with her- run and walk with her. so i ended up sweating like hell. then after tat, i forgot to tell the 3b girls tat the etsts start at 2.30 so after WLS went back, i had ot do all over again the test. ran all over the place to find ranting and batu.. after things were over, (thank god~!) then i got to rest d.. Read the cerpen but couldnt understand the words. so, i agve up. and i started walking to sis tuition there lor. came back, makan, swimming.. now here i am lor... haha.. sleepy, tired.. gonna sleep now.. hehe.. bye~! wednesday (13/7) Stayed back for pandu puteri test. thank god i passed~! but irene failed *sobs* anyway, came back, makan alot,.. then tido pulak. then woke up d, makan dinner and here i am now, angry with myself... i mean, everyone is slimming down~! why not me? oh well... wednesdays dont actually go well for me.. haha.. i'll try to jog tomoro.. anyway, got lotsa homework to do and having prefect meeting tomoro.. better go hafal all the codees now.. till then, adios~!] Thursday (14/7) heylo~! haha.. ntg much happened today.. as usual, busy in school with pandu puteri stuffs.. Leo meeting was fine. and dunno why im kinda tired these days.. oh well, anyway i have to amrch for renjers puteri on koku day coz not enuf rnejers. sigh.. so i'll be busy marching and stuff like tat again... newayz, gotta go tuition now.. bt, mum boutgh durians and manggis.. syokz~! hahahaha.. =) =P Friday (15/7) very sad day.. dont wanna remember today.. Saturday (16/7) Usual saturdays.. eat a lot.. never go jog.. online whole day,.. mum, dad and sis at grandma hse now. im at home coz i dowanna go back there. very sien. i prefer to stay at home and complete some incomplete stuffz. yea, so me gtg now. haf to complete those incomplete stuffz... adioza~! sunday(17/7) ok.. usual sunday.. go tuition, come back, end, watch CSI till 3 then slept till 6.30. hehe.. usual ler.. no jogging.. well, then watched csi again (repeat lah, didnt see afternoon csi LA). after tat online, chat to raymond.... heard ck got gold for tkd. congrats.. guan han was online after tat, he got gold for sparring. Dunno wat it means but congrats anyway. Then i did some calculation.. looks like im gonna be busy frm tmr till around 8/8. But after tat go camp frm 15/8-18/8. Can die~! haha.. tmr , as usual. tuesday also usual. wednesday plan to play squash at melaka club. thursday, usual. friday, badminton clinic. saturday, usual. sunday, squash training and tuition. tuesday till friday competition. thursday koku day leh.. mayb i'll not be in school. =/ .. after the competition, gotta study for test 2. then only free.. after tat gto camp.. haih. after camp holiday~! haha.. so, guess gonna be busy eh? yea... haha.. well, it seems like its gonna help me slim down~! ahaha~! k, need to do my hw now.. bye! nite! sewwt dreamz~~! btw, cristal bday on 20/7, ray's on 10/8 .. =) Monday (18/7) yea.. went school as usual. cristal boated tat kb got silver, but ck got gold. haha.. too abd then.. so, anyway, er... school, not that stressful today.. very little homework.. er.. told dad wanting to play squash at melaka club on wednesday he said mayb fuly booked.. oh well, might ask him to ask again tomoro when go swimming.. =).. btw, didnt eat my breakfast, lunch ate er.. 2 pieces of biscuit and 1 keping of roti.. then went tuition.. came back, jog, fro dinner drank my er.. nestum.. well, frm wat u c, are those food which i ate today fattening? i think so lor... haih~ better cut down more tmr~! haha.. do wokr now.. till then, sayonara~! Tuesday (19/7) gawd~! rained whole day! but luckily, rained stop at abt 4 pm then i can go swimming~! yay! haha.. got one swimming competition coming up.. sit ask to enter.. haih~ more and more busy now.. anyway, im kinda pissed now. i mean, us marching have to find renjer uni. yea.. so i help qui ling find and my sis is making noise now for helping other people. ok fine~! nex time dun ask help frm me! neways, ck is not replying my message or even miss calling me tat goes the same for some other people. ggr.. so now im more busy.. hopefully i dun hav to march on koku day~! hopefully got squash competition~! me got a lot homework ba.. hav to do it now and study after tat.. btw, tomoro me gonna play suqash~! yay~! chiowz... Wednesday (20/7) er.. its actually thursday d.. but i'll write for yesterday lar.. so, yesterday was a complicating day.. had to stayback for marching... dad got angry.. he said stupid school.. and curse the school and all sorts lah.. but who ask him dowan send me to gbs? hehe... gbs not tat strict wan lar.. anyway, he was saying tat im torturing myself coz i reach home abt 4.45 then i cycle go book squash court for school then sapu kapur on shoe, pack bag then at 6 i got squash.. he said i never get enuf rest.. but guess what.. he ask me go swimming after squash~~! aiks.. say lah im torturing myself.. haha.. i did do it anyway.. squash then swimming,.... tired.. had fun anyway. came home, tot can makan nasi tapi tinggal sayur and a lump of meat. makan only lor.. after tat i makan mangga, manggis, tomato, banana. later, read two chapters of 'the christmas carol' then kong off till this morning. oh yea, cristal sms me and scold me idiot coz i told guan han it wa her bday and guan han wished her. haih~ dunno y im angry with myself.. im jealous perhaps? i dunnoo... thursday (21/7) say lah got raptai.. ish.. got lah actually.. but was in the afternnooon.. can die~! now face all red .. sunburn.. haih~ tomoro got raptai lagi, full uniform again.. anyway, this morning evyr anrgy.. stoopid bloody hell shit~! u noe lah.. yesterday we guides use 3F. Then this morning rain, 3 F all basah.. Damn fucker mr.RM ask us guides to mop the class and wipe the table and throw the rubbish.. claiming it was our fault.. oh yea? i remembered that ALL TEH WINDOWS WERE CLOSED~! ONE OF THE GIRLS ASKED US TO CLOSE THE WINDOWS COZ VEYR SILAU~! ciko~! can die.. so, in the end, we had to do it.. mop, clean, throw.. fucker balls~! not our fault.. all the 3F mia pasal coz mr. RM wasnt angry at all.. he asked the girsl who did it.. BLOODY FUCKER BALLS CIKO KANASAI KANINEH CIBAI LAN CAO`~! i hope all the 3F ppl fail PMR~~! or mayb kena accident and die~! altho we are guides and we help people, but we are not slaves~! die lah u 3F people..~! i'll make sure u fail ur pmr~! i will balas dendam~! anyway, tomoro got marching practice.. frm 12.30-3.30.. but i got badminton clinic frm 2-6. and i got prefect meeting frm 12-1.15. so which shud i go? clinic or marching? i myself not sure... haih.. friday (22/7) bad mood sial today.. can die.. whole day marah only.. all teh work i do.. no other people to give izzit all the work? anyway, had prefect meeting.. ntg much bah.. haih~ now me veyr sad... dunno y eveyrone turning their backs to me.. oh, tachers say got prefect camp frm 19/8-20/8.. means frm 15/8-18/8 i got english camp.. then 19/8-20/8 got prefect camp.. haih~~~~~~ anyway, i dunno y eveyrone dowanna tok to me..ignoring me.. so sad.. all dowan fren me d izzit? dowan dowan lor.. sigh.. looks like i will die alone..

Sunday, July 10, 2005

ntg to say...

........ sien lah~! he online just now.. but now he offline d.. never gett to chat to him also..kek sim ba~!! can die oo~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ life's like dat ma.. rytE? yea...guess so... just too bad i cant turn back time to where i had great fun.. and everything was perfect~~~

sobs sobs sobs

well, here i am.. elynn suah.. haih~ such a sad day.. u noe ryte who i like.. haih~~ actually i like a lot guys lar.. think wateva u guys wanna think.. but im not a playgal.. im not hiaw also~! its just tat i fall in love easily.. i get attratced to guys easily.. let me see.. if a guy is caring, merendah diri, smart, er.. mature and work out a lot.. i''ll fall for him d. it also helps if he's in pbsm or scouts... u c? tats y i fall for ppl easily.. looks dun matter to me.. but plays a little part only la.. dun la sooo ugly ryte.. haha.. so, lets start.. today at tuition,.. u noe la.. tat tuition all.. haih~ haha.. then tsc asked sir abt whether gotplace not.. rupa rupanya the place for his gf wan.. wife la.. as his frens say.. then,.. got a few handsome ppl la.. they ejek tk or sumthing.. but got sumthing to do with kissing wan.. yer.. jealousnyer aku~! ahhaa.. nah.. mayb we shud just be frens.. but.. its like they are not even my frens~! y?> am i tat bad ah? mayb kua.. all dowan tok to me wor.. haih~ sad case la.. haih haih haih~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ can die ah.. i wanna b frens with they all.. they tau mau.. can die.. kek sim until can die.. sobs..

Saturday, July 09, 2005

er.. almost whole week's blog.. haha

since i online less d.. i decided to blog every week~! about d whole week's events.. haha.. alomst whole week la.. hehehehe 4/7/05 (Monday) What a day ~!! Busy in school with all those Pandu Puteri and squash stuff. Came back, went tuition, jog, study (well, more like doing hw~!). The teachers gave soooo much hw today. Oh yea, i manage to catch Kim Poh (school bus uncle) just in time~! ahhahaha... sms-ed a lot ppl farnee messages.. and now, me wanna study~! ahah.. nitezz~~ 5/7/05 (Tuesday) Haha~! Now its 3.55 pm~! Just mani and packed bag. Nothing much in school today.. oh yea, i bodek Pn. Roseline~! haha~! syokz! Anyway, didnt really get enough sleep last nite. Slept at 3 and woke up at 5.45am. Well, in school Melody teased me! She said she was Felix's wife.. make me jealous wor! Then got tok abt Aaron Poh and i started ejek-ing her as well.. =P oh, and i dunno who the hell spread rumours abt me, saying me and andy mau a couple? hahahahahahhahahahahahhaha.. wendy told me tat Terrence was the one who told her. And, surprise surprise! Was it friday or saturday, aaron lee told me tat as well, saying this time andrian mau told him. Ignatius also noe wor...! hahahahha.. laughed my head off when i heard abt it.. me and him? NEVER~! hahahaha.. i mean, its impossible.. oh well, let ppl say wat they wanna say la.. as long as i noe the truth.. and guess what? im starting swimming lessons later!!! YAHOOO!! ok, i'd better go study now b4 going swimming lessons under mr james kuah, samantha's dad. i';ll write later if i hav the time. adios! Now its 10.15 pm... went swiming lessons just now.. feels so good after not swimming for soo extra long. Anyway, mr james is quite good, make me swim a lot~! hehe.. now whole body pain,i guess its normal ryte? yea... for sumone whos not been swimming for so long... just read book.. now resting, a while more wanna study.. babai~! 6/7/05 (Wednesday) Today sux like hell~! Teachers can go to hell as well~! FUCK teachers! hear this, FUCK YOU TEACHERS~!!!! I hate it.. esp my school teachers.. i mean, went to school, went for duty and form 3 had their test so i didnt ask them to line up. and as usual, the chinese girls will only wear their tie when i ask them to line up. well, then suddenly TEACHER (fuck her) came and shouted, ask them to wear theitr tie and scolded me, said im blind.! well, if im blind teacher, i would hvae fucked u earlier~! well, seriously, i hate the rule saying we must wear tie everyday. we look like nerds! gawd, not say my school standard veyr high also lah.. Then later at 7.40 we had to kumpul at the tapak perhimpunan. The FUCKING DAMN BLOODY HELL teachers damn sucking hell scolded us, saying we're USELESS~@@@@@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Well, if we're useless, then u r worse coz teachers r supposed to b d contoh to us students, ryte? yea.. they r a vyer good contoh, ryte.. fuck them. ok well, if we're useless then perhaps they dun need me anymore. If only i could stand up and say.. FUCK U BLOODY DAMN HELL FUCING TEACHERS~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! after tat, i had to run up run down the whole school. Sweat like shyt. do so many things, bcoming teacher's slave, yet im scolded uesless. i pay the school to educate me, not to treat me as their slave. Even if im their slave, im not paid.. but i pay to be their slave? weirdo!@_@ Well, i just feel like quitting, bet dad wont write the letter for me... he's not in today anyway.. I WANNA GO GBS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hell shyt. i do! forget abt those sad things.... making it difficult for me to study and concentrate.. came home, ate a lot! nasi lemak and a few pieces fo bread.... worse, i slept after tat, never go jogging... haih.. sad case. neway, here i am writing this to release my anger. so tat i can concentrate on my studies atf ter this. bye! 7/7/05 (thursday) gawd~! wat a day! i cant go for gbs campfire~! =( i really trully wanna go !haih! forget abt it la.. im reallt tired today.. dunno why. kinda haizy the weather. went jogging but less one round than usual. got headache la.. i feel the headache when i jog./ painful~! ouch!! haha.. ate dinner. erm.. drank carrot juice and ate a few pieces of bread. and now, im tired.. dunno y im tired these days.. sigh.. nitez

Sunday, July 03, 2005

change..

haih~ AGAIN... im so frustrated coz ive not changed... but well, ive made up my mind, starting frm tomoro, i'll change.. for the better~! u seee, now even ck and gh dun online often, sigh.. guess i need to get things worked out just lik before.. slim down, catch up with studies.. healthy living.. haih.. difficult indeed to do it but i will, no matter wat, i WILL do it~! muaxx.. luv ya, see u peeps when i online abt.. mayb every fortnightly or every friday.. muax muax.. tata..