argh!

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FAT D LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! waist go up 2 or 3 inches... weight also go up 2 or 3 kg.. lawe.. can die sialz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

damnit!

man~ haha.. i just got ot noe frm mr chin that teh exam format has changed.. effective year 2005~! haha.. actually mom bought for me the book already.. ibut i didnt look through it at all... when mr chin told us just now only i came backand check d book.. its so difficult le~ not easy.. for paper2, we hav to do 1 karangan, 1 rumusan, 1 ringkasan, answer questions frm the petikan tat they give, and kajian novel have to do perbandingan.. not easy u noe.. wat is the ministry trying to do? its makning our life difficult u noe.. man.~ how to get an a for pmr? shit la~ ahha... not easy.,.. have to start frm now.. haha.. but im just so lazy!`

so boring

helo.. its raining outside and i cant go for my jog... im so bored.. wat can i do? currently chatting to terrence... but boring chat.. why muz it rain!!??????? i wanna go jog! im so fat d!!!! argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sien~

im so bored~~ got soooooooooo many people online.. but nothing to chat wan... lawe.. sien ar!!!

miss miss

i miss him~ wat can i do? so sien.. dunno if he likes me not.. i like him.. but dunno if he does like me? wat can i do? y is a teenager's life so........ problematic? argh!~

oh no~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i put on 1 kg d!!! and then just now i eat so much sumore.. tomoro sure pt on another mayb 2 kg? then tomoro nite got party.. wat if i eat tooooooooo much? i hate it when this happens.. never go exercise sumore... man,, hate it la~ wat to do le? why some people eat a lot coz wanna put on weight but they never do or mayb they loose weight!! but y me? why sometimes i eat a bit only also put on wieght? well, wat if i eat a lot? lawe.. so not fair wan... nvm.. im gonna prove to peple that i cna thin downnnn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im not gonna be called fat!!!!!!!!!!! no!!! i wanna thin down.. thin..!!! thin!!!!!!! no one can discourage me to thin down! no one!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wats happening to me?

man~ i hate myself~ these few days im eating sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much~ y? and worst of all, i dont exercise!!!!! eveeryone's following me~ dieting! i hate it when ppl follow me k? y? ad when they are dieting, im eating sooooooooooooooooo much! how can this be? arghh!!!

hahaha~~~

haha.. m so happy~ got 1st for public speaking!!! but im not satisfied yet... my prepared speech sucked and my impromptu wasnt good at all.. in fact, there wasnt enouogh time for the impromptu... anyway, i really did not expect to win after my impromptu becoz it really sucked! but to my surprise, i won 1st! ahha.. didnt believe it at first... but had to after that... ehhe... anyway, adreanna didint win!!!!!! how come?????????? she was soooooooooooooooo good u noe~ better than me i think.. so bad~ oh yea, forgot to mention... i was d last to perfom.. no 16 and adreanna was d first to perform.. not bad eh? ahha... anyway, thks for all yer support! bye~

wat a problem~ ooppss.. i mean.. problems!

heyya,,... tomoro's my public speaking competition.. m so stressed~~~~ teacher wants so much from me~! wat can i do? anyway, really miss him~ how i wish i could turn back time.. and correct every single mistake i made~ wat can i do? i cant stand it anymore~ and my party~~ hiah~ anoother problem~ wat if its gonna be boring? wat activities can i do? just sit around and talk? ahah.. will be interesting for me~hehe... but i dont think that it will be interesting for the rest of my frens~ wat can i do? sigh~ life's never easy~~!!

love sucks...

i woke up today and went to school with a very very good mood... presented my speech.. not very good.. need more practice.. anyway, something somehow spoiled my mood.. ok..so there's this guy.. i dun actually like him i guess.. but when i found out he has a gf now.. my heart was broken.. but i just dont understand why .. i hated him .. but why? anyway, d day went on veyr moody after that.. then juts now at tuition.. someone actually made my day~ haha.. cant believe it la~ but hopefully more happpy things are yet to happen.. not sad things~ ehhe..

wats happening?

my attitude has changed... chaged a lot.. i've changed into a person who doesnt seem to care bout my studies.. i only seem to care bout other things but not studies~ wats happening to me? i'd really like to noe.. wat has changed me? i think i noe d answer... GUYS and LOVE~ i just seem to care bout guys.. and love.. i dunno y.. but i think guys and wanting to be in a relationship has changed me~ a lot! but why? i used to be sooooo not like dat... even last time when i was crazy over sumone... i wasnt like dat.. last time.. when i was crazy over that someone.. it actually helped me a lot~ helped me to actually not give up and believe that there's more hope.. and as the result of it, im now thinner a bit d.. but wat i dun understand is.. why now.. im changing to evil? why does it effect me? please... i beg someone.. please help me.. i really hope i can be like last time.. i wish i could turn back time... i wish i can overcome all my problems ...

am i in love?

oh.. am i in love? i just dont know.. am i? oh... i miss him so muchhh~~~ wat can i do? i really dont noe if i like him or not.. or mayb i treating him as well, a close fren.. or a brother.. but i really feel comfortable with him.. sigh~ why is life.. so.. complicating?

wats happening?

im so pissed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant believe it!!!!!!!!!! my mood is not good at all now.. dunno y.. but its just not good.. man.. i hate it when im like that.. wats happening to me? what? i've got soooooooooo much work to do and sooooooooooo many things to complete and go through! but yet.. im acting as though nothings happening... wats up wiht me? i'd better get things going now.. or else i might be dead when school reopens...!! nitez~ chiowz~

unlucky me..

had squash competition yesterday... lost.. and today.. i had another event.. and i lost again.. how can this happen? i just dont understand..!! anyway, my game totally sucked.. and my day totally suucked too... enough bout the competition.. talking bout it makes me sad... now... i have changed a lot.. and i changed into evill.. into a bad gal.. why is this happening? is someone influencing me? maybe.. there's one person in mind.. but i dont think so.. maybe its just me wiht the problem.. i am actually toooooooooooooooooooo sensitive.. according to my frens... and i am also very ego.. according to myself.... i think im toooooooo ego to be true... elynn suah, u suck! how can u actually be so cheap? depend on urself.. when u r down, remember that the best person to talk to is yourself and find out ur mistakes.. not by calling other people and curse and swear! elynn suah, u better change.. i feel digusted with ur attitude... chage for d better!! hope to c better changes in u tomoro..!! nitez~

heyya! solong d never blog.. been busy la.. cannot blame me.. anyway, nothing much has been going on.. only that life is more stressful and i am gettig fatter and fatter.. too bad~ aww~~ sadto say,but i'll be busy for nex few weeks or so, coz i've so many things to do: public speaking competition, squash competition, hockey competition, basketball competition, choir competition, english camp.. man! lucky my test just finished~ sigh~ thank god~! haha.. newayz, papa will be getting a new computer for d house and he'll be updating myoldcpmputer and do something wiht it~ yay!! haha.. oh, my bday is coming.. having a party i my hse..looking forward to it.. i dunno when is the nex time i'll be blogging,.. but since i have the time now, i'll paste something i read frm friendster.. enjoy it: ALL U GUYS COULD USE A LITTLE OF THIS...... Little Johnny was 7 years old and like other boys his age rather curious. He had been hearing quite a bit about 'courting' from the older boys, and he wondered what it was and how it was done. One day he took his question to his mother, who became rather flustered. Instead of explaining things to Johnny, she told him to hide behind the curtains one night and watch his older sister and her boyfriend. This he did. The following morning, Johnny described EVERYTHING to his mother. "Sis and her boyfriend sat and talked for a while, then he started kissing and hugging herI figured 'Sis must be getting sick because her face started looking funny. He must have thought so too, because he put his hand inside her blouse to feel her heart, just > the way the doctor would. Except he's not as smart as the docotr because he seemed to have trouble finding her heart. I guess he was getting sick too, because pretty soon both of them started panting and getting all out of breath. His other hand must have been cold because he put it under her skirt. About this time 'Sis got worse and began to moan and sigh and squirm around and slide down toward the end of the couch. This was when her fever started. I knew it was a fever, because Sis told him she felt really hot. Finally, I found out what was making them so sick -- a big eel had gotten inside his pants somehow. It just jumped out of his pants and stood there, about 10 inches long, honest, anyway he grabbed it in one hand to keep it from getting away. When Sis saw it, she got really scared -- her eyes got big, and her mouth fell open, and she started calling out to God and stuff like that. She said it was the biggest one she's ever seen; I should tell her about the ones down at the lake by our house! Anyway, Sis got brave and tried to kill the eel by biting its head off. All of a sudden she grabbed it with both hands and held it tight while he took a muzzle out of his pocket and slipped it over the eel's head to keep it from biting again. Sis lay back and spread her legs so she could get a scissor-lock on it and he helped by lying on top of the eel. The eel put up a hell of a fight. Sis started groaning and squealing and her boyfriend almost upset the couch. I guess they wanted to kill the eel by squashing it between them. Her boyfriend got up, and sure enough, they killed the eel. I knew because it just hung there, limp, and some of its insides were hanging out. Sis and her boyfriend were a little tired from the battle, but they went back to courting anyway. He started hugging and kissing her again. By golly, the eel wasn't dead! It jumped straight up and started to fight again. I guess eels are like cats -- they have nine lives or something. This time, Sis jumped up and tried to kill it by sitting on it. After about a 35 minute struggle, they finally killed the eel. I knew it was dead, because I saw Sis's boyfriend peel its skin off and flush it down the toilet. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- p/s: i didnt writethisk! i just copy and paste from sumwhere!! dun think nonsense k! im still innocent and my sis is still a virgin! kekeke... newayz,hope u enjoyed it... till then,chiowz~