Showing posts with label commitment. Show all posts
Showing posts with label commitment. Show all posts

Thursday, August 30, 2012

Freedom V/S loneliness



While I was walking back home from office I observed the green mountains . Yes !! i am at a godforsaken place that is surrounded by mountains ... I just wanted to drop going home and instead go visit the  Palace on the mountain top (Yes that's true check " Bundi " ). 

That is what I always wanted - Freedom.. Freedom of thinking free... 

All those who are bogged down by family ties , job commitments , laziness , mental blocks etc.. have never tasted the happiness in free thought process... It is so much fun to "JUST DO IT " (not that!!!)

Don't we all have a friend who we think is crazy... actually he is not .. he is just free.. free to live and think... free to drop that baggage and visit the palace at the mountain top , that you always wanted to...

but then whats the downside ... you don't belong anywhere ... you don't belong to anybody...Nothing holds you back.. You are willing to go anywhere .. be with anyone and even alone... it doesn't matter.. Unlike your friends who wants to build a career in xyz city where their fiance lives or where their school was...But you , inspite of all the relationships and commitments will still never feel like anything is holding you back not even love... And sometimes on quite evenings freedom crosses the line and becomes loneliness... Thus its very important that we can stand our own self before asking for freedom...only then it will be worth it...

Friday, June 1, 2012

A messy Affair !!!


Nothing but a messy affair...
she hold him tight 
goes out of sight  
Will go to someone else tonight...
she keeps him too and loves him too
she tells him that " I am made for you" 
She has her stories ... seductive ones
Where she made out with every one turn by turn...
She eats apple pie in hiding
And has a degree in lying...
But I still hold her close to my heart
Her brazen thoughts, so original , so wild...
She enjoys her philandering trips
With an innocence of a child...
She chats dirty , she wears cheap
She smells like cigarette in fresh air
She tells me as she settles her skirt
"Relax Sweety! It is nothing but a messy affair !!!"


Sunday, July 17, 2011

In search of randomness...



We live two lives

One of our own

And one of others...

They made the rules

And you follow it

Never questioned

Never resisted

Kept smiling

Loving and Understanding

Being and Becoming

What others want you to be…



And time blurs the line

Between us and myself…

Their becomes mine

Mine becomes void…


But sometimes; some things

Bring out that song

Long forgotten…

That colour which faded…

Those people

Separated…

And in these times

You think …. Why?

Why? What? When?

Where is the line

That line between

You and yours,

And how will you ever

Draw it again…

How will you separate?

Responsibilities and happiness…

Commitment and attraction…



Can you? Can you leave that hand?

And walk away,

In search of yourself

Are you confident enough?

Can you? Can you leave?

That so called happiness…

Leave that worldly perfection,

In search of randomness…