Friday, August 28, 2009

aku tak dpt bygkan....

ape perasaan aidil bile org yg die syg jd adek ipar die?

ape perasaan adam bile dpt tau abg die snirik penah syg wife die?

n yg plg aku tak dpt bygkan...

ape perasaan nur bile dpt tau adam ade wife laen?

ape perasaan kat bile dpt tau adam ade wife laen?

sumpah aku tak dpt bygkan....

sejuk ati tgk adam kawal marah dgn wudhuk+solat.
sedey sgt tgk nur+kat bile dpt tau psl madu masing2.

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

i'm guilty~

i did wrong.
i'm so stupid.
very stupid.
da janji xbuat tp buat lg.
so stupid!!
please forgive me.
please.........
T.T

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

stress

di kala emosi tak stabil, jiwa kacau ni, aku nk igt mende2 yg best je..;

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kejadian 1;

waktu ni tgh mkn kt bbb satu mlm tu. ttbe ade 2 org bdk kecik dtg maen2 kt meja ktorg. sorg laki n sorg pompuan. laki tu mybe dlm 3 taon kot. yg pompuan dlm 2 taon cmtu la rsnye.. tp cute je 2,2. n ttbe die tny aku, "nnt anak kite nk selang2 bape taon?" waa.....im sure pompuan mane pon, kalo laki die tny cmni, suma pompuan pon rs bahagie. bkn aku sorg je. suwiitttt je die tny cmtu..out of sudden. =)

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kejadian 2;

itu ari, kat warta, ade sorg bdk kecik ni tgh minum air jln dpn ktorg. ttbe org kt sblh aku ni ckp kt bdk kecik tu "ei,tak pose!" hak2. klakar gile. comel je. bkn bdk kecik tu, laki aku lah. bile tigt time tu, rs nk gelak je. ngan ekspresi mukenye... bole lak die g mara bdk tu. bdk kecik tu smp takot2 je tgk die. nseb la bapak bdk tu tak dgr. cane la kalo die mara anak2 die nnt. hihi..

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i really hope the moment will come again...

Sunday, August 23, 2009

Ramadhan datang lagi....

pejam,celik,pejam,celik, dah stat puasa tuk taon ni. rs kejap je. mcm br smlm aku jmp dia. [it was in Ramadhan when i 1st met him] ari ni da ari kedua umat Islam berpuasa. semalam, aku bukak puasa ngan dia. memula pegi bazar carik kueh. pastu bebuka kt tasik. popiah 3 rm1. sedap..... pastu g mgrb dl. pas smyg br g mkn. kt village view bangi. bole tahan tomyam die. sedap jugak...

kasik tomyam ayam 1, nasik putih 2, telor dadar 1, yek. =)

to all, selamat berpuasa. jgn ponteng2 taw. yg terpaksa ponteng tu...hmm...special case ok. kaum adam jgn jeles. ngeh3~ aku doakan semoga puasa kali ni lebih baek dari tahun2 sebelumnya.. n semoga Ramadhan kali ni akan memberikan seribu satu makna yg besar dlm idop sume. sama2lah kita berdoa semoga Allah menguatkan iman kita dan jauhkan kita dr segala kemungkaran. aminn...... n aku mntk maaf atas segala salah n silap aku. tlg maafkan aku. 0-0 yek. ^_^

to the one n only, slamat berpuasa sayang... jgn ponteng puasa. kamu takley ponteng. sy takpe. hee~ sy doakan puasa kali ni akan lebih bermakna bg kamu. sy sentiasa doakan yg terbaek tuk kamu. n i hope this Ramadhan will give a better meaning 4 us. sy sentiasa doakan yg terbaek jugak tuk kita. maafkan sy atas sume salah n silap sy. sy janji sy akan padam sume laku-laku buruk sy. sy syg kamu sorg je. muah3!

as 4 me, of course aku pon nk lg baek kali ni. arap puasa2 aku diterima.. arap aku dijauhkan dr segala kemungkaran.. arap puasa kali ni akan mengubah segala yg buruk. as i said, aku nk delete [permanently delete] perangai2 buruk aku.. Ya Allah, bantulah aku dalam aku menjadi lebih baek. pimpinlah aku ke jalan-Mu. berikan aku petunjuk-Mu. dan berkatilah hubungan aku dgn norizdihar fikri bin norazami. peliharalah aku utk dia, peliharalah dia utk aku, dan peliharalah hubungan ini. aminnn........

keep what u love, throw what u hate

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

sedang gilekan die...

spending a day with him in perlis..




crazy bout him! ^_~

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

glad to be there...


congrate dear~

Sunday, August 9, 2009

=B.A.H.A.G.I.A=

me : hello,ma...

mama : hello. ha,awat ni? ukm tutop ka? nk kena p amek?
me : eh,dak aih. sj ja call.. ma ktna ni? bising ja kt blakang tu.
mama : ma kt umah maktok. awat sedey sgt ni?
me : br bgn tidoq. hehe.. ma,nk tny ni.
mama : apa?
me : mama nk mai ahad depan kan?
mama : ha. 16hb. awat?
me : kakni nk blk mgu dpn bole dak?
mama : awat nk blk? ukm tutop ka? [tak abeh2 isau ukm tutop]
me : tak2. nk p perlis. dok ngan cheyam. nk p konvo depa. bole dak?
mama : o0o... nk p ari apa?
me : cadang nk p jumaat. sabtu kakni blk la umah.
mama : o0o...pastu ahad ikot mama blk la?
me : ha.... bole dak?
mama : ha... bole la cmtu. nk p sana troih ka nk blk umah dl?
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and the conversation goes.... wah,bahagia gila aku. bahagia plus lega yg teramat sangat lps mama kasik permission pegi sana. sebenarnya dr semalam lg ati aku dug-dag-dug-dag sbb nk tny mama psl ni. siyes! n pukul 6.34 ptg td br aku lega.. wah, so relief!!! n so happy!! apa lg, tros called him. ok, sok nk g carik tiket. n siapkan kad tuk die. pastu nk kuar carik cekelat ke ape ke nk kasik tuk die. hmm..nk kasik ape ek? nnt la pk. pastu pk nk pkai bj apa plak. lalala~ gumbiranya............

Saturday, August 8, 2009

thinking of him

It’s only been a day.. but it feels so much longer than that. I missed him. 3 weeks spending times with him is just not enough. Feel like it was only yesterday he fetched me up from seremban. A lot had happened during his ‘visit’ the last 3 weeks. When i said a lot- i mean it- mmg sgt byk yg dah berlaku. Laughter.. cries.. and laughs again... and even at one stage, i felt like i’m losing him. But thank god, i'm not. And within these 3 weeks, i’ve done this 100 reasons why i want to be with him. Nope, it’s 200!! Yep, i have so much reasons just to be with him. I love him that much!!


the unforgettable moment with him in bangi

And now, i'm living my life just like before.. though it will be a bit kekok – 3 minggu ok idop ngan dia. Huu~ and what about him? Will start working in Pawatech Sdn. Bhd. as a ______ [idk, is it an engineer? hmm..] What i do know, he will be working in this so-called fibre optic field. But idk what is fibre optic though he has explained to me several times. Masih tak paham. Haha. Whatever it is, best of luck, dear. And he will be graduating on the 15th in Unimap. Yep, this coming Saturday! Gosh, I really wanna go! i want to celebrate this beautiful day of him with this black-blue card that i created specially for him. But im sure mama takkan kasik punya... T_T sob3~ Still wishing n praying, hope to be there with him on his graduation day. aminn........

cute kan? wish to give these to him. tp takde wet... =(

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